The Mist and the Lightning. Part 16 - стр. 9
Nikto answered, dropped his head between his hands again. And Kors saw now only his white top and long bangs with a black strand.
“It’s really difficult with you! Nik… I don’t understand. Do you feel so bad in a human body? In our world? Is it so unbearable?”
“Leave me alone, how tired I am of you all!”
“Nik, speak to me in black, please.”
Nikto raised his head again, and straightened his hair, slightly removing it from the mask:
“I'm fine,” he said in black, still responding to Kors’ request.
Arel, standing nearby and holding his horse by the bridle, as usual, silently listened to their conversation. Smiling slightly, he raised the flask of the unclean to his lips, taking a good sip of it.
“Nik,” Kors continued, “I think you’re doing the wrong thing. You are going crazy from your supposedly limitedness in this body. You have too much pride and no humility. Rather, you completely misunderstand him, you confuse humility with humiliation.”
“As if you understand!”
“Yes, I understand.”
“And, of course, impeccable Vitor Kors, who knows and understands everything!”
“At least I try. I am walking this path. I made peace with Lis, and I understood him. And you continue to mock and humiliate him, yes, then you allow him to hit you on the head, but this is not humility! This is a perversion! And I realized that the half-blood is no worse than me, that he is the same! He’s a man too! And we are equal. And you – no! You, Demon, don’t want to accept the fact that you are the same as us!”
“You are mice!”
“And your wings are now black! And broken. Your wings were broken, I felt it and I was very scared. What is Bustwich?”
“World of Shit, nothing special,” Nikto answered, to Kors’ disappointment, rather indifferently, “just World of Shit, like everything else.”
“What is happening to you?!”
“Nothing,” Nikto shrugged, “nothing happens to me.”
“Do you understand that you are bad at performing tasks and your Missions?”
“So what? Oh, yes, that’s what you said to Arel for ten years. He tried and did. He tried for you, but you stopped loving him!”
“Like your Father God? He disowned you, fell out of love and severely punished you, depriving you of your voice and eyes. You don't have your own voice, you wheeze. And no eyes. They say that the eyes are the mirror of the soul, instead of eyes you have empty glass!”
“What? Oh, spare me this. It's just ridiculous,” and Nikto put his finger to the mask at the level of his mouth, turning it slightly diagonally.
“Arel was unworthy of my love,” said Kors.
“However, you fell in love with him again, but only when he chucked in!”
Kors looked at Arel, who, as before, stood at a distance and was clearly not going to take part in the conversation.
“Arel, why did I stop loving you, what do you think?” Kors asked.
“Because I became dirty,” oddly enough, but Arel answered and drank from the flask again.
“Why did I love you again?”
“Because you have become as dirty as I am,” said the prince. He smiled the indulgent smile of a sir, showing Kors the slightly chipped edge of one of his front teeth.
“Everything is simple for the prince,” Kors grinned, “give me a drink.”
Arel silently handed him his flask. Kors took a sip of the strong unclean moonshine:
“Fuck, what a shit! What the hell are you always shoving in yourself!” He lit a cigarette to interrupt the unpleasant aftertaste: