The Bird has got wings - стр. 36
– So am I. But that's not the end of the story. – Jeremy leaned down and picked up the whip again. – My father sent me back to my room, and I lay awake, crying. And when the guests left late that night, he burst into my room, dragged me out of bed, grabbed me by the arm, and dragged me to the stables. There he ripped off my night shirt, tied my hands to a stall and whipped my back. Thirteen times. I counted every stroke.
– Your father obviously had some serious mental illness… To do that to his own child! – Vivian said, feeling sincere pity for her husband, and took the palm of his hand, which he was stroking her neck, in her own.
– No, he was just teaching me a lesson," he said nonchalantly. – A lesson I've learnt for the rest of my life: never question someone you depend on. Never fight someone who is stronger than you. You disappointed me today, my love, and as a good husband, I must teach you obedience. But, since you are but a fragile woman, I will only give you five strokes.
Vivian sighed loudly and frantically pressed her spouse's palm. She didn't want to believe Jeremy's words, but she knew his character and realised that he would carry out his threat.
– Jeremy, my beloved husband, I think you're getting too emotional," Vivian said in as calm a tone as she could manage. – I was too hasty myself when I said those awful things to you on the way home. But, darling, I have had plenty of time to reflect, and I have found that I have behaved unworthily. You are my husband, and I love you. I'm sorry if my bad words have hurt you.
She wasn't going to humiliate herself in front of him, wasn't going to give in to his madness, but the instinct of self-preservation took over reason, and those words full of humiliation came out of her mouth.
Vivian knew the pain of the whip on human skin: when she was a girl of seven, her father's governess had whipped her for the smallest fault or mistake in her writing. The girl still remembered how her skin burned, and the humiliation of the thin whip the governess had borrowed from her employer. And Vivian's father knew how the old woman used her formidable weapon. He knew, but pretended not to notice.
– Apology accepted. But, my angel, I can't just forget what happened. I promise I'll try not to hit you too hard," Jeremy replied curtly. – Get up off the pouffe and turn to me.
– No, I'm begging you! – She exclaimed desperately, barely audible, and wrapped her arms around his shoulders, as if she were already trying to protect her body from the blows.
– Darling, don't be afraid, I want your arms, not your back," said Mr. Wington, as if to comfort her. – But if you continue to be stubborn, I'm afraid I'll have to use force, but that will hurt your beautiful buttocks.
With hatred burning in her heart, the girl hastily complied with her husband's order, and soon the first ringing blow of the whip descended upon her uplifted naked tender palms. Vivian was able to withstand it without even crying out, but the subsequent blows made her cry, especially the last one: it seemed that Jeremy had deliberately struck as hard as he could to cause her as much pain as possible.
After the fifth stroke of the whip, the girl's palms, flushed and slightly swollen, trembled with pain, and she brought them up to her eyes, full of tears and fear.